For so many years, I wanted to die. I found living unbearable - the mind was a torture chamber, and I wanted out.
I realise now that I never really wanted to die - I wanted relief from my overactive mind, an escape from torturous and unbearably intense feelings of sorrow, shame and despair. I wanted to live, to really live, wild and free!
True relief was eventually found not through physical death but through a giant YES to life; not by transforming into something I ‘should’ be, but through a deep acceptance of myself as I actually was. The real death was the death of the war against life, the death of the fixed identity as ‘self’, and the birth of gentleness."
Inspired by mindofataurus, I sat down and asked the Universe for a mentor and I really think ive found one!
You live in truth, you are truth. The truth is that lies and fake things allowed to exist, you aren’t a fake thing but you can truly believe you are. Believes in general don’t matter because the Truth is real and decides all outcomes, and your struggle is a struggle because you call it a struggle.
There is no path, welcome to the Truth"